last girl in the world , Karen Silkwood

It was also a show about optical illusions, about flat surfaces and volume against various backgrounds, about cheekbones and haunches and heels and hair.

By BEN RATLIFF

Published: August 13, 2010 NYT

Above the rhinananan  critics quote which sounds as more as it is, leaving out the option of the brainwash induced numb behaviour which also so appealing and appalling to my. you are so ugly when you cry no you are not actually.

I walk by and live in

My was wondering around , with a lot of things in my head and not enough action in my hands and i found this connected pictures, beautiful arrangements outside and inside of my apartment.Yes this is the world I walk by and live in. Apart from the fact that these things look like a TV set for an unaired talk show about German history of the 80´s I wonder why my closet adds such a sense of nostalgia and connection to this unseen gem of European broadcasting.

the glamorous handyman

where is my loft?

another split

Personal Frustration

"Anyway" she said "you can´t just came in here and talk to me about those things. I have to be ready for this."

Slowly and steady picking on her blouse sleeve seam.  I just walked of frustrated, to numb to get dressed inside, standing in the hallway, actually not standing, moving  and putting on   clothes at he same time, avoiding to face the darkness.

Here it was again the horror of not having my own way and not being able to cope with it.
I really have to, I really have to.

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